RANDOM, BUT I LOVE RIPPED JEANS. WENT THROUGH MY CLOSET AND REALIZED I HAVE MORE RIPPED JEANS THAN REGULAR. BURRR WHEN WINTER COMES haha. BUT THEY JUST SEEM MORE EDGEY TO ME. I CANT FUCKS WIT IT. BUT THOSE JEANS THAT ARE RIPPED TOO MUCH THAT YOU CAN SEE MOST OF YOUR LEG, I DONT FUCKS WIT IT.
I think these the realest bitches i met. I met them in tech school and we was only together a few months but they were my family and we were inseparable. Never did they judge, they aint take no shit, and they was always down for the team. They kept niggas breaking necks and breaking hearts too. I miss them and definitely will need to see them soon.
And this is how I feel today. I feel like people expect so much of me that I can't give or just not ready to give. I might think I'm ready but Idk how I really will know. Don't wanna make any more mistakes, need to start learning the first time. But I'm not a child so I'm not expected to be treated like one or talked to as if i am one. People dont understand I DO try even though its not on "their" time so I guess its not enough but pretty much,
8. People that try and compress words that they cant spell in to one as if it looks right(ex: fcebk is not facebook)
7. People who you use the number 5 instead of the letter S (ex:5mart <--thats not smart)
6. People who spell cool with a K, its the same amount of letters so just use the C.
5. Liking your own status...just like high fiving yourself, we know you like it you wrote it.
4. People who have no job but every status is about getting money or doing it BIG. -_-
3. 30 year olds still taking Bs and Cs out of they sentences cause they rep they set...really nigga grow up!
2. Single[ ] In a relationship[ ] Married[ ] Engaged[ ] Shuffle[x] ...make up your mind please for the sake of my news feed, it's something new everyday.
1. People who still type like this... h3Y G!r1... it's so much easier to write regular, damn.
AND THIS IS IT, PEOPLE ARE GONNA HATE US FOR THIS BUT IT'S FUNNY. WE LAUGHED PRETTY HARD MAKING, ALL THAT REALLY MATTERS TO ME. :D
AND THIS SONG IS DEDICATED TO EVERYONE WHO FEELS A WAY ABOUT THIS ;) JUST SMILE LOL
Days like these make me hateee my short hair. I need a perm forreal but trying to let it grow some more before i get one. But if its going to keep looking like this, I gotta give in. I blame Etoyia for persuading me to even try this shit. blahhh.
AND THESE ARE THE BETTER DAYS :)
this damn song has been in my head since Thursday night, I fxckin love it. And he looks pretty damn fine in this video with all them tattoos. But these girls in this video look like men, not hating but they aint the cutest. I love the words though and still on repeat. Wiz Khalifa Radio!
Nigel Michael Robert Contaste, that's my baby! He's my past, present, future...what more can I say. He's been in my life for over a year but been officially mines since 9.20.09. He dealt with my biggest issues and still is but thats love cause who knows a man who would stick around through it all only a few out there, glad i snatched him up or he snatched me up lol. He is like the picture perfect person for me. I said i wanted a light skinned man(check) with tattos(check) makes me laugh(check check) and is mature and about his grind (checkkkk).
Nigel is out of my comfort zone, never have i been serious like this with anyone that much older than me, from a different state, and someone who cares more than me for a change. But me going out of comfort zone never made me feel so comfortable if that makes sense. He is my friend and my nigga before it all and I lovee that. Anything I need or want he strives to get it and does. I dont ask for much but for him to act right and he does.
YES, im selfish when it comes to him. If it were up to me I would be his only friend lol but I know i cant do that or maybe I can, hmm... lol jk but I'm anxious and exited to marry this silly man. I know we're going to have ups and downs and gonna try and kick me out the house and stuff but HEY guess what there will be 10x more fun/exciting moments. Can't wait to change my last name to Contaste, even though everyone won't know how to say it but uh...i'll still be honored lol.
but to the point I love my pooch and always will no matter how many times im going to ignore him ans have attitudes, just gotta let it happen lol
Yesterday, 8.20.09 had to be the worse day ever. First because i went out to Posh the night before and didn't get in until 3 which gave me only 3 hours of sleep. But even before that wasn't on the best terms with my other half which just made things worse. But at least my outfit was pretty cute ;)
Don't get me wrong i had a descent amount of fun with Kashley but still had him on my mind the whole time and the next at work i was grumpyyy. And it seems like people just wouldn't leave me the hell alone. If i'm not talking and say im tired then whyyy keep asking. Everyone was on the verge of getting cursed outttt.
And in the middle of the day something told me to call this place for something and got horribleee news that pretty much sent my day to hell right then and there. And when I told Nigel blew his whole day too. Hate being the bearer of bad news but I was once again, blah. But by the time the end of the day came i was too ready to go home and get in bed and thats what i did.
But today is a better day and I left yesterday in past, everything does happen for a reason and patience plays a BIG factor in everthing. So maybe October wasn't when it was supposed to happen so we just have to keep it moving i guess.
So i want the EVO 4G but its sold out -_- so now i have to wait. Vut played with it a few times and cool as fuck. Alot better than this HTC hero BS i have now that goes slow as helllll when you get to many messages. And is supposedly a smart phone...there is NOTHING smart about this phone. So, i'm determines to have that phone before the month is over!
His music stays in my head everyday. I remember a few months ago I couldn't stand listening to him, I was like "who the fxck is Wiz Khalifa and this Taylor Gang shxt" lol but now I know and absolutely love this music and him <3
this is my first blog ever and just wanted to start it because I feel as I have a lot of shit to say. But sometimes people always try throwing salt and they opinions on it. So this is my own world where I can say what i want and IGG the outside world. Shoutout to my girl Kashley for her cute blogs, inspired me. :)
