Nigel Michael Robert Contaste, that's my baby! He's my past, present, future...what more can I say. He's been in my life for over a year but been officially mines since 9.20.09. He dealt with my biggest issues and still is but thats love cause who knows a man who would stick around through it all only a few out there, glad i snatched him up or he snatched me up lol. He is like the picture perfect person for me. I said i wanted a light skinned man(check) with tattos(check) makes me laugh(check check) and is mature and about his grind (checkkkk).
Nigel is out of my comfort zone, never have i been serious like this with anyone that much older than me, from a different state, and someone who cares more than me for a change. But me going out of comfort zone never made me feel so comfortable if that makes sense. He is my friend and my nigga before it all and I lovee that. Anything I need or want he strives to get it and does. I dont ask for much but for him to act right and he does.
YES, im selfish when it comes to him. If it were up to me I would be his only friend lol but I know i cant do that or maybe I can, hmm... lol jk but I'm anxious and exited to marry this silly man. I know we're going to have ups and downs and gonna try and kick me out the house and stuff but HEY guess what there will be 10x more fun/exciting moments. Can't wait to change my last name to Contaste, even though everyone won't know how to say it but uh...i'll still be honored lol.
but to the point I love my pooch and always will no matter how many times im going to ignore him ans have attitudes, just gotta let it happen lol
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